he makes me crying.......='(

I don't know why i'm crying. So sad. Last night he went to the town because he wanna to celebrate his friend's birthday. The distance from his house to the town are litle far a part. But he wanna be there to attend the party. I'm so sad because my birthday last mounth, he didn't celebrate like last night. Yes. I love him. But he didn't knew my feeling about him last night. I'm so worried about him. He ride to the party with his friend. Eemm.. don't know what to say.. if thats is my mistake.. i'm so sorry dear.. but i know this is all your mistake, not me.. but the way, deep in my heart, i've forgiven you dear.. i really angry with you because you make me cry..yes.. i hate you.. but i love you.. it's true babe..